“I created this piece out of the grappling and tension within me of pursuing HRT/Transition as a genderfluid person. Holding the wrestling of the comfort I have within myself as I am now with this constant little voice in the back of my mind of what could be. There’s an apprehension over the implications and what it would ask of me to step over the line of that decision, both in positive and negative directions. It is an ongoing discussion with myself that may never have a de